I wish that things could back to how they used to be.
I wish that I was more self-confident.
I feel like I have wasted so much of my life.
I feel like no one will understand.
I want to move on and for things to change.
I want to start making decisions for me.
I'm scared of what the future might bring.
I'm scared of things never changing.
I hate that I am not always strong enough.
I hate that other people are unaware.
I'm nervous I can't find what I'm looking for.
I'm nervous to loose what I have.
I'm worried about too many things changing.
I'm worried about what others may think.
I'm trying to remain hopeful.
I don't want to make the wrong decision.
What am I talking about?
Now that...that is safe with me.
..for now.
xoxo
-erinj0.
9 comments:
the great thing about life is all of the things we once feared, we once felt so unsure of - somehow will unravel in the most unexpected way. and once you know it's the right time, you'll get there cause even though you might not see it now, you are a strong person. btw, i mailed your goodies today. i used priority mail, so you should get it by tuesday or wednesday.
Love ya girl... keep your chin up, k? Change can be good sometime, right? I hope everything's ok! If you need to talk, know I'm here for ya :)
that made me so sad to read, i really hope your ok :( <3
i felt like it completely summarised how im feeling atm in regards to just about everything in my life. its amazing how effective and poignant words can be sometimes.
keep smiling girly and take care <3 Holz oxo
Thank you so much ladies for your incredibly sweet words!! Just having a bit of a rough time lately, but it will all work out! I have faith :)
Chelsea & Holly, if I ever need anything, it's great to know I can count on you girls :)
xoxo
...oh & I am SO EXCITED for the mail this Tuesday/Wednesday! THANK YOU thank you!!!!!!
<3
I feel your pain, your fear, your worry, etc. I feel it all. You are not alone.
Thanks, Robin!
It's good to know others really understand :)
Beautiful text, you write so well and so honestly.
Lovely blog, following you on BL
Thanks, Sam :)
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